“Don’t keep doing what you’ve always done. You didn’t come here to live a mediocre life. Aside from that, the bigger part of you is bored to death and your spirit is totally ready to bust out of this cage.”
That is the horoscope I tore out of the newspaper on my birthday last year. Even though it talks about busting out of a cage, I never saw it as being released physically.
I read that as I need to let myself go. I need to quit holding myself back and do what I am supposed to do here on Earth.
I’m not sure what it is I am supposed to do yet, but I am done holding myself back. My spirit was set free while I was locked up. That is why I have no regrets.
So even though today is the day I experienced the sweetest feeling a human can ever experience, freedom… it is also bittersweet. It is the third anniversary of my friend losing her daughter. If you or anyone you know are having thoughts of suicide or depression please visit the website www.twloha.com or seek help. There is always hope as long as long as there is love.
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