I am taking a small ten minute break from the book. I just thought I would blog. It’s been awhile and I used to try to blog once a week. I remember when I started, seven years ago I had no idea anyone would read the shit I have to say. I do like to laugh and tease, talk shit and give people hell. That’s just how life is. It’s the way I grew up, how my dad is, so many uncles, bros, and guy cousins, who are also bros. Can’t say nothing around them.
Sometimes I get in that mode too much, I get tired of it. I joke so much people don’t really see me for all my emotional value. Or I guess I convey it. I convey humor, anger, care, love, all the stuff I am supposed to except hurt.
An no one would know the better anyway.
Life isn’t like that. Gotta be tough, no crying around, haha that’s what I always tell little cousins and shit.
Maybe someday I could just scream it all out like Kid Rock.
Just get in the pit and love someone, fuck!